So here I am. Its the first day of 2010, supposedly without any letdowns........any mistakes.............so far so good......I havent called him. I havent talked to him, havent offered him any "advice".
Spoke to two of his friends yesterday......they are both worried about him.......he's letting her into his "personal space" stressing him out......and part of me wonders how much of that he needs......he wants............let's face it some people need and want drama in there lives.......they crave it, its there crack cocaine........
I have to try to let go of this codependency.......I want to help him, but, he doesn't ask for my help......he keeps me hanging on by thanking me, allowing me to push my way into his life but let't face it........he doesn't seek it.........what he is seeking right now is unstableness...........drama............chaos..............his crack cocaine...........
